My candle is lit...

Today, October 15th is national pregnancy and infant loss awareness day, and unfortunately tonight we light a candle for our own little angel. While the subject is still pretty fresh for my family and Im not ready to share too much other than I had found out I was pregnant at 3 weeks (pretty early I know... it was August 29th the day we found out). Something inside of me just knew I was pregnant. Unfortunately at 7 weeks I developed a subchronic hemorrhage and ultimately lost the baby. It has been extremely hard on myself as well as Sean, but we know God has a plan, a plan much bigger than anything I could imagine and for that I trust in Him and his plan for my family. While I lost the baby early on, and some even feel that it is "lucky" I had hopes and dreams for this baby, I had loved and prayed for this baby. This quote sums up exactly how I feel. "I didn’t get to feel you kick, or look into your eyes. I didn’t hold you in my arms, or hear your little cry. I didn’t get to see your smile, or even know your name. But, you’ll always be my baby and I love you just the same."